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My Thick Skin

"Your bad luck finding a decent man continues because you are such a god-damned, fat-ass hog!"

I was recently viewing a sculpture, an early piece, that is supposed to represent the ideal woman of the time it was created. Yet, when I look upon this sculpture I look at it with disgust. I feel shame for her size and obvious distortions of the human anatomy. To me, this doesn't symbolize life and fruitfulness, but early death and a body burdened down with layer upon layer. Of course there is no face. When a person is this size, the body is the only focus, not the face. When I look at this sculpture I see myself - sad to say a nonperson, only obeseness. And I hate myself.

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elynee3
Feb. 18th, 2009 08:29 pm (UTC)
Hello
I read what you wrote on abc earlier today, and i just wanted to say that i can absolutely rely with what you re saying, it was like reading about myself... I m really sorry someone else has to feel as bad as i do, I m sorry to say that i have no tips for you, but if you wanna keep in touch, i ve added you to my friends list, do the same and send me a message, i ll sure answer
Xo
some_other_grl
Feb. 18th, 2009 08:46 pm (UTC)
Re: Hello
Thank you so much for your message. I am sorry too that someone feels the way I do, but it is reasuring to know I have someone to talk to about it. I greatly appreciate your friendship and look forward to having someone to share with, and I hope you do the same with me.

Michelle - XO
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